Jun 29, 2011

xmxm

pengabaian berleluasa.
menarik. seronok juga.
wanted more but give little.

unfair.

Jun 24, 2011

semangatsemangat

ok, lebih bersemangat selepas mendengar syarahan panjanggg daripada AJ.

"....belajar elok2 k sayang!"

glad to hear that u passed ur auto card xm today. engin-nyior-to-be, next month da dpt keje kt kilang bersame aweks2 cun yg beratur kt mesin2 tu, jgn lupe saya kt sini pulakkk. i know i can i put my thrust on u. n we both deserve that. =)))

cukup la buang masa sampai kt sini. fokus aida! study mode, come back to mommah!  har3~

p/s - nk jadik cardiology consultant kena la rajin blaja lebih drpd skang.

p/ss - ari ni division B kami wat jamuan. n group kami buat mee kuah, puding roti n puding jagung. nyum2!

Jun 22, 2011

hmmmmmm

termenung panjang aku hari ini.................................
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........................




p/s - speechless. cold.

Jun 21, 2011

the pretender.

till when???
im tired, sick of all these fears!
c'mon big girl! wake up!
get back to the track.
u r a superwoman.
u know u can face it.
yeah. they knew it too.
even all those problem make u felt like 20years older, it doesnt matter.
get back to the track. thats it.
the most important one, allah is always with u. tq allah. ^^

Jun 20, 2011

asleep or dead.

everyday is a new day. everyday we learn about new things. experience,  life turns man up n down.
but 1 thing never gonna change my perception, my principe... revolves around, circling inside my head... that.... KELUARGA MEMANG YANG PERTAMA. TAK KIRA APA PUN. no objection. no regret at the end. tq.


So many,
Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead.
These bright lights have always blinded me.

ya rabb, jadikan aku seorang anak yang solehah yang dapat membahagiakan kedua ibu bapaku di dunia dan akhirat. tempatkan kami dalam golongan orang2 yang beriman dan bertakwa. ameen.

Jun 17, 2011

please remember this.

Normal Values

Plasma
• Creatinine (Cr) 0.6-1.2 mg/dl.
• Sodium (Na) 134-145 mEq/L
• Potassium (K) 3.5-5.0 mEq/L
• Chloride (CL) 96-106 mEq/L
• Bicarbonate (HCO3-) 23-30 mEq/L
• Blood urea nitrogen (BUN) 8-13 mg/dl
• Osmolality (osmol) 280-295 mosmol/kg

Serum
• Uric acid 2.6-7.2 m/dl
• Calcium (Ca) 8.8-10.5mg/dl
• Phosphorus (Po4) 2.4-4.9 mg/dl
• Albumin 3.5-5.0gm/dl
• Magnesium 1.8-2.4 mg/dl
• Complement (C3) 85-193 mg/dl
• Complement (C4) 12-36 mg/dl

24 hour urinary excretion
• Protein < 150 mg
• Albumin < 20 mg

Urine Osmolality 500-800 mosmol/kg H20
Creatinine clerance 90-150 ml/min.

Jun 16, 2011

lame x mengupdate diari ini

salam...n gudmorning! ^^

it has been a long time since the last entry i post on this diary... i miss u diary! =)
phewww~ im quite bz lately..the final xm is just around the corner which is the next month..thesis too - treatment of HTN in DM..need to be completed by this 22 july.. student selected components by next week..n then GOING BACK TO MALAYSIA! yeay! cant waitttt~

now, im in the urology department for clinical round...everyday during clinical training we need to go to whether inpatient, outpatient or OR rotately. i think urology is much better then nephrology department coz the doctors there r punctual with the time n manage us smoothly.. not like when we were at nephrology department.. the drs always absence, lectures, clinical seminars, cancelled..n i only had clinical training for 2 times only in 2 weeks.. very bad....i know nephro-urology centre here is among the best in the world. but i hope next time, the timetable should be arranged perfectly so that there will be no any missing classes and missing drs ..i think the facilities there is same as our IJN. nice~ compared to the other departments before this - surgical dept and IM dept... messy n smelly..

obj of PBL for this week - PROSTATIC CANCER. nice cancer - 'malignant but behave like a benign' low mortality of rate..so guys out there, beware, this type of cancer is high incidence in man >80 y/o but thank God, it is very rare for a man to have this cancer when the age is <50y/o.. yeah, that age is productive for conception right? so there will be no infertility issue when u are around 80 if the prostatectomy is done to remove the cancer..but idk if u guys r still interested to have a baby when u r already 80.. like my dr told us..heheh...

ok, too much babbling here..lets continue doing the PBL n thesis n some revision b4 i take nap...zzz..yeah..the classes will be from 9-3.30...so damn tired...the subuh is at 3am.. n maghrib is at 7pm..cannot stay longer than this...salam..

psst - im watching from far away, keeping my mouth shut up doesnt mean i dont even care.. i just behave like a cool young woman ever.......................haha~